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autumn leaves… hubby home… another God-incident!
Nov 7th
October 23, 2009
Yesterday after work I came home and picked up 4 bags (kitchen catcher size) of leaves in the backyard (ha! and now it’s full again – we don’t even have a tree – the leaves blow in from tall trees in the back yards of houses across the street!). P came by for coffee and to see the place in the afternoon. I wanted to go to the meeting at G’s, but hubby was coming home. They arrived about 8:45 pm.
This morning we went to Friday coffee time (yes, hubby actually came!) and then to Walmart to pick up a bookcase. While there, hubby “just happened” (NOT! Another God-incident eh!) to run into a lady from his work who told him everyone had appointments today (in seniority order) to see what shifts and/or lines they wanted, as the place has just gone union. So hubby zipped over there to find out his appointment time. Then he came home and we put the bookcase together, and then he went to his appointment – and got the same shift and line, so PRAISE THE LORD! J Thank You! While he was there, I knocked down the boxes the books and albums had been in, and tied them in bundles to recycle. Hubby took them to the bin. Nice!
I was quite tired today… kind of did everything in slow-mo! Well, I really want to go to sleep now. I love You, Lord! Thank You for loving me!
Molten rising sun… house cleaning… and answers from Papa!!!
Nov 7th
Aug 3, 2009
This morning went walkabout between 6 and 7. Caught the sunrise. It was amazing. There is a thick smoke haze, and as the sun came over the mountaintop, it was the darkest apricot-orange you can imagine, and it looked like molten steel. It didn’t light the sky around it much, so it was a really, really bright circle. It also reflected on the lake in a long straight line. Even looking at it sideways hurt my eyes.
Today I got back to house cleaning. I cleaned the window sills in the downstairs bathroom and all upstairs windows except our bedroom. I cleaned wall spots in the stairwell and upstairs hall. And scrubbed both upstairs bathrooms.
Keeping the house clean now!
I’ve been asking Papa to show me what He wants for me… and these are Words He gave me today… Thank You, Papa! Help me!
James 2:4… did not God choose the poor of the world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom… 8… fulfilling the royal law…. “You shall love your neighbor as yourself” …. 12. So speak and so act as those who are to be judged by the law of liberty. 13. For judgment will be merciless to one who has shown no mercy: mercy triumphs over judgment. 14. What use is it… if someone says he has faith but he has no works?…. 16… give them what is necessary for their body….
Acts 4:31 … they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak the word of God with boldness. 32. And the congregation of those who believed were of one heart and soul… all things were common property to them. 33. And with great power the apostles were giving testimony… and abundant grace was upon them all. 34. For there was not a needy person among them…
Weather!
Nov 7th
July 23, 2009
Oh my goodness! The fire above Fintry has gone crazy so all those communities are now evacuated… and the winds are rising… and the air here is so smoky, can’t even see most of the hillsides… and it’s thundering and lightning too… It is dark like early dawn before sunrise, even though it is noon hour…. We’ve closed all the windows and doors tight, but smoke is still getting in a bit… But yay, It’s raining!!!
More decluttering… and forest fires…
Nov 7th
July 19, 2009
Turns out R and A don’t need a babysitter till August 18… I’m thinking I should just tell them to advertise… and if they can’t find a suitable sitter, to call me and I’ll go (Wow, I looked at real estate in CR again… and prices still seem to be dropping!) (A has applied for a job with the City of C… they could eventually move if he got it…)
Yesterday I continued clearing off and packing up the stuff on the bookcases on the stair landing (which I started on Friday). Worked pretty hard. I have another pile of stuff to get rid of now!
After hubby got up late afternoon, we went and bought quite a lot of groceries – for amazing prices! Theme: minimal cooking (too hot!) and yet healthy! Thank You, Father!
Big forest fires started burning yesterday afternoon in Glenrosa and other parts of West Kelowna. Now 17,000 people have been evacuated (well, 11,000 evacuated, 6,000 on altert) and the fire has really spread because of the high winds and extreme hot, dry conditions. Now the sky here is getting hazy and it’s smelling smokey. (Meantime there was a huge storm in Alberta last night with hurricane force winds!).
This morning I made and took puffed wheat squares and oatmeal unbaked cookies to church-in-the-park. Ate a couple of slices of French toast. Lots of chatting. Pastor P talked about suffering and sorrows, and comfort in the Lord. He asked me to close in prayer.
Oh yes! J brought me a grocery cart yesterday to replace the one that “walked off.” And it’s bigger and better! Yay! Thank You, Papa!
Pleasant summer days
Nov 7th
July 4, 2009
Up about 6:40, fb, email, etc. Make pancakes and strawberries for breakfast, sort more emails and save important one, go out for my morning walkabout, come home, water garden and weed, water lawn, clean out the shed and reorganize it. Now Bible reading, finally! (I am 7 days behind… but not on a plan that insists I stay up-to-date, thank goodness!)
Jer 10:21 For the shepherds have become stupid and have not sought the LORD; therefore they have not prospered, and all their flock is scattered… 23… a man’s way is not in himself, nor is it in a man who walks to direct his steps. 24. Correct me, O LORD, but with justice; not with Your anger, or You will bring me to nothing.
Sitting in the shade on the porch… so beautiful out, 21 C in the shade, very light breeze… but warmer in the sun, supposed to be about 33 C today, I think. So enjoying the perfect weather while I can.
I have been wanting to write down the many thoughts I have been thinking the last while, but when I sit down like this, it is so pleasant that I want to fall asleep! I think I will go in and type my blog up-to-date, with an extra new document open on the computer so that when thoughts come to me – or even better, when You speak to me! – I can write it down immediately! Thank You!
I love You, Lord! Amen! J
(Later!) Well, so I typed my blog off and on all day! (LOL! And now, as I’m typing it again, it is October 24… much water under the bridge – but I am happy to go back and get caught up and see the amazing things You have been doing, Papa!!!!)
Pastor P dropped by and chatted a bit. My son convinced m to sit down and watch “Wall-E” on video this afternoon. It may look like a kids’ show, but its’ really an adult show on many levels… lots to think about. I especially liked the part way at the end, the song and little cartoony bits when the credits were rolling….
I also made a batch of baking powder biscuits; they were so popular with hubby and son that I had to make a second batch. I really messed with the recipe: subbed vegetable oil for the butter, added extra milk to make them “drop” style, and mixed in fresh garden herbs: dill, chives, and parsley. And sprinkled them with corn-meal. Totally awesome!
I went out for my evening walkabout and waded the length of the beach on the way back. I ran into G and had a pleasant talk with him. He asked prayer that he can find accommodation…. Father? Please? I told him I’ve been over to the Island, and he said he loves the salt water, that it’s good for his health. He’s craving oysters!
Goodnight! Thank You, Lord! Amen!
A “typical” summer day
Nov 7th
June 19, 2009
Isaiah 66:1 Thus says the LORD, Heaven is My throne and the earth is My footstool. Where then is a house you could build for Me? And where is a place that I may rest? 2. For My hand made all these things, thus all these things came into being, declares the LORD. But to this one I will look, to him who is humble and contrite of spirit, and who trembles at My word.
Woke 6:30 am – slept for 11 to 11 ½ hours! Went for a little walkabout by myself. Then after breakfast (rice pudding) and a start on my Bible reading, I went on a long walkabout (actually two!) with hubby. Had a nice visit on the beach with GJ at his fire pit. Got a “small spaces” March 2009 issue of House and Home at the thrift store for 25 cents. Oh, we watered the lawn and garden for an hour. The transplanted tomatoes are mostly doing real well. Noticed that my glasses were missing when I got home, so went walkabout (again) looking for them, but my son found them in our yard. Thank You, Lord… I prayed we’d find them… and thank you, too, son, for looking!. Hubby and I went to a couple stores. Somewhere along the line I also got an email regarding the job I applied for yesterday; it is already taken. I made barbequed salmon and baked potatoes for supper. My daughter and family joined us for supper. I kept starting to finish my Bible reading over and over during the day… but every time I got interrupted! Maybe the rest is for tomorrow?
Anyway, my son went to his job interview and got hired. After supper I went for a walk and ran into ___, who came over for coffee with hubby and me. Hubby loaned him a fishing rod and flashlight, as he wants to go for a 4 day hike. Oh yes, hubby cut his own hair, but it was a bit scraggly around the edges so I finished it for him! I really think maybe I could do some haircutting for the Sunday crew? What about my guitar playing? Well, going to sleep now! Goodnight, Lord. Please protect all of us and our family, and show ___ Your truth! In Jesus’ name, amen.
Z is for zipping down perfectly powdered ski slopes
Sep 18th
Zipping down perfectly powdered ski slopes, every winter Saturday, every winter holiday, and as many night-ski evenings as possible… this was the central passion, indeed the zeitgeist of my teen era. It started the Christmas of my 14th year, when my parents surprised us with skis under the Christmas tree. In the zodiacal light of that late Christmas afternoon, Dad drove us up the hill to the top of the orchards, where we put our skis over our shoulders, trudged up the barren Okanagan hillside above our home, and then zoomed down, down, down through the light, fluffy, Okanagan powder… until I was suddenly zapped by the barb-wire fence that marked the border between the open slopes and the orchard zone. Carefully extracting myself from the barbs, I examined the rapidly widening red lines that now zig-zagged across my pale white abdominals, and in a true zero-hour moment, decided that in that zoned-out space, flying through the powdery snow, I had found my utopia, my zion.
Fortunately, my barbed-wire wrap-up convinced my parents that it would be wise to invest in a family season ski pass that would allow us regular access to skiing slopes that ended safely at flat, wide-open spaces by ski lodges, and that had lifts to zip us up the slopes, and ski instructors to teach us to zig-zag instead of flying straight downward into oblivion.
And so, every chance I got, I would head for the slopes, and ride up to the heights. There, standing at the zenith of the mountain, I would gaze out across the world, admiring the sparkling beauty of the snow-clad mountaintops against the clear blue sky, and then looking down to where fluffy white clouds wrapped their ziebeline cloaks around the mountains’ lower slopes. And even if the atmospheric conditions were zero-zero, and gentle zephyrs were replaced by zappy gusts that threatened to blow me off the face of the earth, still my zest for skiing could not be dampened. Joyfully pushing off, I would zig-zag back and forth down the slopes of this glorious, majestic natural ziggurat which no man-made tower could ever hope to truly emulate.
For me, it was all about the skiing, about the feeling of zero gravity, the joy of zanily free-flying through a zillion powdery flakes of snow. A ride in a zeppelin, I was convinced, could not come near the emotional or physical zing of a flight down the slopes. I was a true zealot, full of contempt for those who spent most of their time in the lodge, with their zooty ski-bunny wardrobes, their zwieback and zinfandel luncheons, their conversations laced with witty zingers. For me, time in the lodge was a waste, a moment to swallow down a quick peanut-butter sandwich and glass of water, all the time itching to pull up the zipper on my zero-based functional ski jacket, and head back for the slopes. And finally, at the end of every long, joyous day, I would stumble off to bed like a zonked-out zombie… and free-fall into a magical all-night dream world, zipping down perfect powdered slopes.
(This is the final installment of a series of 26 stories written about events, people, and experiences in my life – each story beginning with a different letter of the alphabet. A couple of the stories – including this one – also play with lots of words that begin with or include the given alphabet letter. You can find the rest of the stories at www.geocities.com/norma.hill/cwrite/cwmn.html#atoz )
I love weather!
Aug 22nd
I love weather! I also love sleeping outside, no matter how windy and rainy it is. I believe this goes back to my earliest days. I was less than a month old when I returned from my summer-holidays birthplace in warm, sunny Summerland BC to our home in the blustery, misty isles of Haida Gwaii (or Queen Charlotte Islands, as we called them then). Perhaps it was because we lived in half of a very small duplex (so small we had to share the tiny bathroom with the folks on the other side!), not to mention the fact that apparently I was an awfully squally young lady for the first 3 months or so of my life; at any rate, my mom immediately began setting me outside on the porch in my buggy for my afternoon naps. Now this was no doubt comfortable in August and September, but when October arrives, south-easters begin to whip up, bringing many days of wind and rain. In Masset, our Haida Gwaii community, winter winds are often above 100 kilometers per hour, and even days which are considered to be light breezes have gusts of 50 or 60. Not only that, but a single day in Masset can easily (and often does) bring multiple changes in weather, from calm to furiously windy, sunny blue skies to mist to fog to downpours to sunshine streaming through it all, hail, snow, glorious rainbows, and beautiful sunrises and sunsets. I happily slept through it all!
Furthermore, our little house was a one-minute walk from Masset Inlet, which empties close-by into the Pacific Ocean within sight of the Alaska Panhandle! This, then, was my introduction to weather. Every day, year-round, I would have my naps out of the porch, sometimes accompanied by the local free-range cows who often wandered into yards and up onto porches!
Not only did I sleep outside in the daytime, but my parents had quickly developed the habit of going for a late-afternoon walk nearly every day, as this was the time of day when the weather was most likely to let the sun poke through the clouds, resulting in beautiful sunsets. Now these weren’t short walks around the block. We would often walk down to Old Massett, 2 or 3 miles to the north, or out to the military post on Tow Hill Road, or even to Limberlost for a picnic, a good 2 or 3 miles to the southeast. We did not have a car, so walking was our way of getting around, and we did a lot of it! In snowy times, I would be pulled on a sled; the rest of the time I traveled in my buggy, and as I got a little older, often walked as well.
To get to Tow Hill Road, we had to cross the bridge, off which were the local fishing docks. Of course, I was a tiny tyke at the time, and as I walked across the bridge, my viewpoint of the world was slightly above the lower rail of the bridge side-rails. Many years later, when I returned to Masset to teach in the same school my parents had taught in, I walked out onto the bridge one day, and sat down beside the rails, dangling my feet over the edge, and my arms and chin resting on the lower rail. As I gazed out over Delkatla slough, my viewpoint at the same level as when I was a toddler, I had a sudden and very unexpected flash of memory, extremely clear and detailed, of the slough as it was when I was a child. It remains imprinted in my mind’s eye to this day!
When I was two years old, we moved from Masset to Revelstoke. Revelstoke is a gateway to the Rocky Mountains and Rogers Pass, and is famous for its snowfalls. We lived in an old, high-ceilinged two-story house, on the upper floor. To get to our upstairs apartment, one had to climb a long, dark, steep outdoors stairwell. Every morning in the winter, my dad would get ready to head to the school to teach, but most mornings, he would have to first grab the shovel, and dig his way out to the road, where snowplows were also clearing a path.
It wasn’t long before the roads and our sidewalk were deep channels in the snowbanks which grew higher day by day. This wasn’t such a great thing for my dad; by the time he got out to the road, his arms would feel like limp spagetti! One day, after he got to school, at the very beginning of the day, a student behaved in a way which in those days warranted the strap, so my dad sent him to the office. Unfortunately, the principal was absent that day, so the secretary came and got dad, and told him he would have to administer the punishment himself. The student dutifully held out his hand, and dad took the strap, lifted his arm, and brought down the strap onto the outstretched palm with a resounding – plop! He tried again, and the same thing happened. By this time the felon, the school secretary, and several other passers-by were struggling desperately not to crack up. Realizing that his limp-spagetti-arm was not going to do the job, my dad quickly hung the strap up on its nail, and beat a hasty retreat to his classroom, as rolls of laughter echoed down the hall behind him!
For us kids, though, the snow was wonderful. Every day we would go outside, clamber up the steep banks, and slide down, whoosh!, on the backsides of our slippery snowsuits, or, if dad was home, he’d load us on the toboggan, and we’d go for an even faster ride. The snow would eventually get so deep that the people who lived downstairs could see nothing out their window but snow. At those times, my parents were grateful that we lived upstairs with a great view and winter sunshine streaming in the windows, despite the long haul up and down the outside stairwell every day. Of course, in the spring, all that snow melted, and one of my few clear memories of Revelstoke was my mom rushing around the house looking for my brother, and, not finding him there, running out onto the top of the stairwell, with me close at her heels. I remember so clearly gazing down that long, dark, steep passage, to see my little brother happily sitting in the spring sunshine, waist-deep in a great puddle of snow-melt, splashing and laughing to his heart’s content!
When I was five, we moved to Rutland (now part of Kelowna)in the sunny Okanagan, near my birthplace of Summerland. While we did have snow in winter, sometimes even a couple feet, and heaps of snow in the mountains where ski hills like Big White operate successfully, the valley itself is especially known for its beautiful blue lakes, it’s semi-desert climate, and of course its long, hot, generally dry summers. Before irrigation, trees were only found along creeks and lakeshores. But the soil is generally very fertile, and it wasn’t long before the Okanagan became an agricultural center, especially for orchards (and more recently, vineyards).
However, above the orchard levels, there were still many barren hillsides, and in the winters we would drive as far as the roads would take us, then climb up the long slopes, and come flying down on our toboggans. When I was about 14, our family took up skiing, and we spent nearly every weekend of the winter months on the local ski-hills.
In the summer, we went to the beach nearly every day for a swim, and many days, my siblings, my friends, and myself, would stick a peanut-butter and jam sandwich in our pockets, and head for the hills. As long as we were in a group, nobody worried about us, and we’d often be gone for many hours. When we got hot and thirsty, we’d take a dip – and a drink – in an irrigation ditch or flume! Many Sunday afternoons, from early spring to late fall, our dad would load the whole family in the car, and we’d literally head for the hills, where he’d drive along narrow, twisting, treacherous dirt roads, and trails too unmarked to even be called roads! We’d hike, wade in mountain creeks, explore abandoned old trapper’s cabins – all thanks to the dependable and pleasant Okanagan weather.
The Okanagan is often referred to as a “four season playground” and so it is. I have never been able to say that I prefer one season over another, for growing up in the Okanagan, each season was distinct. Fall features cool nights, but with pleasant “Indian summer” days, and glorious displays of autumn colours. Winter is cold enough for snow, off and on, but not bitterly cold, except for the very odd winter when a two or three week cold snap might occasionally freeze the lakes. Spring blows in with chilly March breezes, but April brings rapidly warming weather, and the wonderful scents of new green growing things in healthy damp soil. And summer is wonderfully warm, sometimes quite hot, and because it is rarely humid, the sunny Okanagan doubles it population with tourists in the summer months, most of whom head directly for the beautiful blue lakes. Although the days are hot and sunny, sometimes in the evenings there are wonderful displays of thunder and lightning, with cool gusts (and sometimes huge blows, usually short-lived) of wind, and sudden downpours which create great puddles and then disappear as quickly as they arrived, leaving behind a wonderful fresh scent, replacing the dusty dry-pine scent, which builds up in the long hot days, and never fails to bring to mind my favorite childhood memories.
Since I have grown up, I have lived in the coastal climate of Vancouver, the north-coastal climate of Haida Gwaii yet again, and the arctic climate of Inuvik. Today I live back in the sunny Okanagan, but my heart is longing once again for the ocean, with its salty sea-breezes, winter storms, and frequent changes in weather that I have always loved.
Weather, French language, and website/blog design… help!
Aug 20th
The weather is amazing today. One moment the sun is shining down gloriously out of a pale summer-blue sky, and the heat builds up, urging me to peel off my sweater, and retreat into the coolness of the house, with all its windows closed and covered… and yet, barely have I sat down, and there is a sudden deep rumble overhead, and the sky turns dark, the world turns dark, and the rains pour down, pounding out its drum-beat on the roof. In moments the drains along the roof edges are full and overflowing, and as I open the door to look out, it sounds as though I am standing under a waterfall! I turn back to pick up my sweater, as cold shivers run down my back, and just as I pull in back on, the drum-beats on the roof stop, not slowly, but instantly, and within a few minutes the waterfalls have ceased and the sun is pouring down again. Off comes the sweater, again!
This is supposed to be the sunny, dry Okanagan. Today it reminds me of Masset on Haida Gwaii! I love weather, with lots of variety … and we sure are getting it the past couple days.
I just received a phone call from the new French teacher at the school I resigned from in June. She is actually francophone, which I think is wonderful! Now the students will develop great accents – I hope I haven’t messed them up too much in the past with my decidedly anglophone accent! Anyway, as soon as she got on the phone she starting speaking to me in French, and I was very happy to realize that I was understanding a lot of what she was saying – even with Star Wars blaring on the TV to distract me. Still, we ended up speaking in English, as the technical discussion about Ministry of Education requirements and stuff got beyond my comfort level in French. So I need to keep on working on my French – anyone out there want to help me?
I went to the library today and got a stack of books on website and blog design. I am really looking forward to the adventure of actually designing my own website and blog “look.” I’m using WordPress.org for my blog software and Bluehost for my web host… steps up from Blog.spot and Geocities! I’ll still be using my www.geocities.com/norma.hill web site until I get my new one up and running, and this will be my blog, but you can expect it to go through some pretty major changes in the near future. I’d love any ideas, comments, etc… My personal interests are varied; on my geocities site I have information on home schooling, Haida Gwaii, prayer, family, and a lot of creative writing. And you can see from my posts on here that there are other things I’m interested in, too. I’m trying to decide whether to focus on just one or two interests – or figure out a useful way to have a variety of interests on one site – or to perhaps end up with two or three sites. So if you have any thoughts, or a great site you’d like me to check out (and even link to), please let me know.
Many thanks in advance!
I must go down to the seas again…
Mar 27th
I wrote this in my journal the other day as I sat on the ferry crossing from Vancouver Island to the mainland…
I am surprised how “open” the water is here. Islands are quite far off in the distance, just dark grayish shadows along the edge of the horizon across the expanse of water. The day is very gray, thick pale gray cloud cover with the water a cold slate gray, smallish ripply waves with white specks scattered here and there…
Of course on the map the little islands look closer together, and the pictures on the tourist pamphlets are always taken on bright sunny colorful days.
Still, I enjoy looking out across the water. It always makes me wish I was on a smallish boat just heading out to see where the seas will take me. I always loved those lines: “I must go down to the seas again/ To the lonely sea and the sky/ And all I ask is a tall ship/ And a star to steer her by.”
Even back home – I always think of the beaches of Haida Gwaii as “back home” – even back home I think I most loved the windy gray days along the shore line, the wild loneliness which at the same time felt free and joyful – the kind of place where “civilization” can be forgotten for a few moments and one is alone – and yet no lonely, but rather one with – the wild beauty and wonder of creation… and somehow very close, undistracted, with the Creator. Even sitting here on the ferry, next to the kids’ play room, with lots of people around, I can still gaze out at the sea, and feel drawn out into its aloneness… feel it calling me, drawing me.
I that what I feel drawing me back to the Misty Isles, I wonder? Just the call of the sea, the boom of the waves, the wind swooshing through the tree branches, the croaking call of the raven, the swooping widespread wings of the eagle, the bright red spots of huckleberry and wild strawberry standing out against the gray-green background of a gray, windy, rain-splattered day?
It surely does have a draw which I have never experienced in the interior, even in the grandeur of great mountains, or the blue freshness of Okanagan lakes, or even the endless rolling stretches of Arctic tundra or prairie lands.
I brought along a new sketch book and pens, pencils and charcoal… but I do not know how to draw, to capture the sea… I think I need to be out there sitting on a rock on the shoreline, hearing and smelling it, feeling the cold dampness, being drawn into it with all my senses…
I don’t really want to go home to the Okanagan… even though I can go outdoors there, it isn’t the same as a windswept ocean beach. Lakes are somehow too tame… even when they whip up into sudden storms – like when the wind blew my niece Jamie’s graduation picnic literally to pieces! But still it lacks the broadness, the wild, all-encompassing sense of an ocean beach (away from the “civilizing influence” of homes, businesses, roads all along the shoreline)
I so much miss the smell – and taste – of the sea.
I (personally!) don’t want to move to just another inland place…
Lord??? (Your will be done)…
There is a slight general brightening in the misty sky in the direction from which we have come, yet the island shapes in that direction have disappeared into the mists (I can understand the term “mists of time” when I see this), and the water just seems to go on until… well, until it does what? Falls off the edge? Just stops? Bumps into the wall of cloud which seems like a great upside-down-bowl enclosing the world? Even with the grayness, it does look like there is a sharp edge, an end to the water, and yet it feels like it must go on forever to unknown mysterious lands of… who knows? Sea monsters? Strange people and customs? The land at the end of the world? No wonder people used to be so superstitious… sometimes it seems sad that we have “lost” our sense of mystery, of longing, of wondering…





